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Monday, November 22, 2010
My lack of sleep for several days is catching up with me. I didn't sleep again last night, but forced myself to stay in bed for 8 hours awake or not. My anxiety is really building up and I am missing Chris so much it actually hurts! Just 3 days away form Thanksgiving which was always a fun time with my kids. We would have the traditional turkey dinner, watch some video together, and put up the Christmas tree while we laughed and played together as a family. It was family time. Me, Chris and Alice. We would also try to go see the Christmas light at Rhema Bible School. The decorations are out of this world! It doesn't look like Alice is going to get to come down for Christmas. UGH!!! I'm trying to pull myself together, because I have an appointment with my therapist, my pre-op appointment, and have to give another unit of blood for my surgery. I determined to make this the best day I can with all things considered. These mood swings are the pits. I'll just try to put on a "happy face" and make it one day at a time. See my happy face?