Monday, November 30, 2009

FAILURE

I feel like such a failure today. I can't seem to do anything right, Right now I just want to hide from the world and hurt myself. I see my therapist tomorrow, but that seems like a life time away. I can't stop crying and feel I am totally out of control. I want to drink myself numb and I don't even drink. I just am not coping at all right now! If I can just remember tomorrow will be better, I think I can make it through the night. Iam really hurting!

14 comments:

Audrinna said...

your not a lone just breath. I know its hard I DO UNDERSTAND. go for a walk, pray to the Angles above for peace

Audrinna said...

and your not a FAILURE never say that
someday you will know more about me , we have a lot in Common

NOS said...

Wanda, I'm so sorry you're having a hard time. Is there anything I can do? Please don't hurt yourself. You are not a failure-- you just maybe had a bad day. Hold on tight, darling. You're right, tomorrow is a new day and you'll see your therapist and hopefully something will change. You deserve the best in life. I'm rooting for you.

<3
NOS

Andrea said...

BTW: Audrinna is correct...You are NOT a failure! You are special!

Andrea said...

Praying GOD will surround you with peace, comfort, and love. Praying you will feel HIS presence like never before. You are NOT alone. Hang in there!
Andrea

Prayer Girl said...

Sometimes those kinds of feelings just overwhelm us and we are powerless to stop them. It is at those moments that I drop to my knees and just beg God to help me.

I will be praying for you.

PG

Mike Golch said...

NO YOU ARE NOT A FAILURE!!!!!!!!! I do not believe that one darn bit.You are a great person who is dealing with stuff,and it may seem overwhelming.Just think of this you are never alone.we are all here,we love you.just let go of the problems and let God handle them for you.Hugs my FRIEND!!

Just Be Real said...

That is satan's lies to you dear one. I pray that your tomorrow will come quickly and you will be able to talk your hurts out to your t. I too see mine tomorrow. Blessings and hugs to you dear one..

Wanda's Wings said...

Thank you everyone. I needed to hear someone was on my side and praying for me.

'Tart said...

Dear Wanda,
You are not a failure! I'm sorry you have been going through such hard times. I am praying for you and thinking good thoughts for your safety.
Sincerely,
Tart

sarah said...

I'm praying, Wanda, that God will touch you today with the power of His gentleness..that you will feel His presence in a really special way. Sarah

Zan said...

I'm on your side and you are NOT a failure.
Hang in there!

((((((((HUGS)))))))

xx

RCUBEs said...

The dawn is breaking as I comment regarding your post, a day later. I hope that a new day brings you a renewed strength and hope. May God always protect you and guide you, comfort you and heal those areas that are still fresh and painful. Hang in there...Always keeping you in prayers.

IK said...

Oh Wanda, I hope you are feeling better. You are no failure, you are a very special and lovable person! Take care! <3