Thursday, September 16, 2010

Struggling


I was told I would have those days when I would really struggle with Chris' death. Even after things had been going along pretty good for a while. I know I'll never be completely over his loss. Days like today are almost unbearable. Everything in this house reminds me of him. If I could just hold him in my arms one more time and tell him how much I love him. I know my life is going on, but it just isn't the same without him. I need to go through some of his DVD'S and mail some to his sister. I know she would enjoy them, but not today. Since I can't stop crying, I guess I'll stop typing for now. Chris' best friend was the one on the right (Ken).

5 comments:

RCUBEs said...

May God's love and comfort always cover you sister. Take care of yourself.

NOS said...

It's so clear how much you love Chris. I'm so sorry to hear you're struggling, but a Tennyson quote comes to mind: "'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." Of course, this doesn't make dealing with Chris's death any easier, but maybe every once in a while you can think of how fortunate you are to have had Chris in your life. Maybe that will help? It sounds like he was a blessing to you and you were a blessing to him.

I'm sending you love and hugs, Wanda.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Just Be Real said...

Dear one may God continue to hold you in His arms during these difficult days. ((((Wanda))))

Denise said...

Asking God to comfort you much today, love you.

Mike Golch said...

HUGS!!!