Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I Slipped Up

I did something I haven;t done in months. I went on an eating binge then purged. I have been restricting for a while, but I became so stressed over more bad news I just lost control. I feel so guilty and ashamed of myself. Today is a new day so I will try to do better. I have a early morning surgery on my right eye. I am waiting for my ride to the hospital.l right now it will go fine. My left eye is great and I;m already seeing better.

8 comments:

Just Be Real said...

Dear one you hit the nail right on the head. Yes, today is a new day. Thank God that He gives us mercies every morning.

Will be praying for you this day Wanda. ((((Wanda))))

Denise said...

Praying for your surgery, please take care. I love you.

Gaia said...

Stress and anxiety creeps in when things do not go our way. It's tough, but I pray Our Lord will give you much strength to carry through. Blessings. Eat something healthy ok!

NOS said...

I'm thinking of you during your surgery. I hope things go well.

And try not to beat yourself up about the ED episode. We all slip up from time to time. Eating disorders are not easy to beat.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Prayer Girl said...

As you said - today is a new day. Dump the guilt and shame and get about the business of being kind and gentle and caring with yourself.

Prayers for your surgery,
PG

RCUBEs said...

It's hard sometimes as we are programmed differently by this world. Praying for His strength to cover you always. God bless and protect you.

Mike Golch said...

So you did what you did, but it is a new day and a new you!I have an award for you on Golch Central.

Faith A. said...

Keeping you in my prayers. Also had a relapse eating binge this past weekend after being good for a long time. Hang in there. You're right, today is a new day. Keep focusing on all of the goodness. Love.