Thursday, September 30, 2010

Some Good And Some Bad


My eyes are improving everyday. I had the second surgery Tuesday and there has already been some improvement in my vision. My sister-in-law paid to fix the steps up to my mobile home because they were unsafe. I am very grateful for the help the church has given me when I could not see to drive. These are some things to be thankful for. Therapy on the other hand is not going that well. I'm trying. I really am. I try to think of the good things, but I still hurt so badly about losing Chris. I believe Jesus is telling me he is safe in His arms, but I miss him so much. I keep thinking I should be farther along than I am. My therapist therapist thinks I need more grief counseling,but I really can't afford it and I don't really think it will help. This is the hardest thing I have ever gone through in my life. The abuse was hard,but this has been worst. I want to stop crying and remember all the joy he brought to my life.

5 comments:

Denise said...

I am so glad that your eyes are doing so well sweetie. The grief will take awhile, it is a process. The hurt will eventually ease up. I love you.

RCUBEs said...

Glad that your sight is getting better...Praying that his sweet and loving memories will encourage you and strengthen you...God bless sister. Take care of yourself.

NOS said...

I'm glad that your sight is improving and that you have such great support in your life to help you out. I can't imagine what you are going through with your loss. All I can say is that I'm here for you and I want to support you in whatever way I can. Let me know if there is something you need me to do and it will be done!

Wishing you well,
NOS

'Tart said...

Sending you hugs, (((Wanda)))

Jesse Noe Mendez said...

HI,

just keep living your days one day at a time, and this serenity prayer is a great tool...

Stay in touch.....