Sunday, October 31, 2010
Love Is Healing!
It was after 3 AM when my panic attack was under enough control that I could finally fall asleep. I woke up again at 6 AM s in severe pain. I took two Lortab and finally dozed back to sleep until 8 AM. I was emotionally depleted and in desperate need of feeling like someone cared. I decided I would go to church and very glad I did. The sermon was on Love. Those of you that follow my blog know how much I feel this is the only way to heal. Giving and receiving love is so important. I don't know if I just looked like I needed to be loved today or what, but I felt so much love today I was just sobbing with a peace I haven't felt in awhile. Loving each other is what this world needs to be about. My blog was filled with those expressing their love and concern for me. You just don't know how much my friends both in the "cbyer world" and "real world" have kept me going this year. As long as I continue to breath I will try to love people no matter if they may not be considered the "norm" or "different" because I am excepted with all my flaws and differences.