Friday, June 04, 2010

Will it Ever End?

My daughter called today to tell me she was suicidal. I cried and begged her to please get in to see some one ASAP. Admit herself to a hospital or something. As many times as I have thought of suicide I realize it is not painless. I wonder if there can be happiness in this world. I just don't know. Why is life so painful? Is it possible to have joy? My doctor upped my antidepressant yesterday. We will see if that helps. There has got to be more to life than this.

17 comments:

mago said...

There IS more to life.

Just Be Real said...

Dear one I am so very sorry for the constant bombardment you are receiving. (((((Wanda)))))

Mary said...

Oh Wanda I am so sorry!!!!
I do not understand why life is so hard!! More so for some than others!!! I do know God is good, and loves us - sometimes it hard to accept that with so much crap!!!!
I hang on to the knowledge he knows and cares, and sees the big picture.
Sometimes knowing his heart is good is my only hope!!!

Father please touch Wanda's daughters heart, her mind. Help her acknowledge she needs help and to seek it. Please do not let her sink so low she loses hope!!

There is always hope in you!!!

Mary said...

sorry if you got that twice!!

Mary said...

Oh Wanda I am so sorry!!!!
I do not understand why life is so hard!! More so for some than others!!! I do know God is good, and loves us - sometimes it hard to accept that with so much crap!!!!
I hang on to the knowledge he knows and cares, and sees the big picture.
Sometimes knowing his heart is good is my only hope!!!

Father please touch Wanda's daughters heart, her mind. Help her acknowledge she needs help and to seek it. Please do not let her sink so low she loses hope!!

There is always hope in you!!!

RCUBEs said...

May the Lord's comfort be over you and may His healing and joy cover your daughter. Praying that she got the help she needed. Take care sister.

Ethereal Highway said...

I'm so sorry, Wanda. I hope you and your daughter both find some relief soon.

NOS said...

Wanda, I'm right there with you. Sometimes the pain feels never-ending. But you are in my thoughts-- I'm rooting for your happiness.

How is your daughter now? Did she follow through on what you asked her to do? I hope she is okay.

Keep hanging on. I've heard it's worth it.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Wonderingsoul said...

Dearest Wanda,
It sounds like a desperate situation.
Please know you are being held close in thought. As is your daughter.
Keep writing and letting us know how things are.
Listening with love
xxx

Prayer Girl said...

Will it Every End? God help you, I hope so. I pray things will get better soon.

PG

Mike Golch said...

Sorry to hear that you and your daughter are having such a rough time of it.I'm stating to feel better.

sarah said...

oh Wanda...you have so much to fight against...praying for you and for your daughter.

mago said...

Wanda?

Dr. Deb said...

Yes, there is more than this pain and suffering you are going through. If you daughter calls again and you feel unable to help her, consider calling the police to take her to the hospital. You cannot heal with so much going on. Please know I'm thinking of you.

Your friend, Deb

Angela said...

I am so sorry to hear this! I wish you and your daughter the strength to heal. You have been such a great support to me. I'm here for you! Much love and hugs<3

Sophia said...

OH Wanda, I am so sorry that you have to deal with so much. Goodness! I know that words are usually never enough to comfort one, but I am here - we all are. Wish I were close enough to simply hold you in my arms tight. Hang in there!

Cheesemeister said...

I sometimes wonder if there is anything more than strife and stress. I won't go into it but I literally do wonder if this life is some sort of purgatory.