Sunday, June 20, 2010
This is definitely not my favorite day of the year. My own father left never to be seen again on my first birthday. My step father molested me from the time I was 4 years old until my early teens. He was also very physically abusive. I feared for my life more than a for more than a few times. My ex husband turned out to be a pedophile. So the word father leaves a dirty taste in my mouth. I think that is part of the reason I have trusting in my Heavenly Father. I just not sure I'll be safe. Loveing is a very strange thing. I only know that my love for my children was real and nothing could ever destroy the deep feelings. I hope many of you are having a better day than I am. I love you for all the support you give me.