Friday, June 25, 2010

Out of Control

I feel my life is so out of control. I don't seem to be able to control my own thoughts. I'm trying so hard to do the "right " things, but I keep falling on my face. Therapy, medicine and even ECT don't seem to help me. Why can't I be fixed? I am basically a good, loving, and caring person. I try positive self talk. I pray. When I'm like this all I can think of is why was I ever born? Life has got to be better than this.

6 comments:

Mike Golch said...

{{{{{WANDA}}}}}{{{{{MAJOR HUGS}}}}}
Been there many times myself.just keep plugging along,you can do that.If need be just worry about the next 5 minuites.

Just Be Real said...

Hon, hanging on to you as God is.....

((((Wanda))))

NOS said...

Wanda, I'm sorry. You have had to endure so much recently, I can understand why you feel the way you do. And I do think life is better than what you are currently feeling. And I'm keeping my fingers crossed that you are able to experience a better life very soon.

I really care about what happens to you.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Tracy said...

Hugs Wanda, Saying a prayer for you my blogger friend.

63mago said...

What you do IS the right thing.

Raine said...

((((((Wanda))))))