Wednesday, July 05, 2006

Hurry up and Wait

I want to know why in life every thing seems to be a "hurry up" or "wait" situation?

Right now several of my blogg friends know I have not been feeling well. I seem to be having some severe physical problems that, bless there little hearts, also trigger some of my mental issues.

I have been checking into what opions I have and it seems like I'm spinning out of control.

Fact: I'm not healthy enough to continue what I'm doing.

  1. Should I just "down size" and work less?
  2. Should I push the disability issues?
  3. Do I just work until I fall over dead?
  4. Do I let my company fire me?
  5. Do I resign, because I just can no longer do what is required?

More Facts:

  1. I have been "ill" more in the last 6 months than I have since I started with the company 18 years ago.
  2. The company I work for is "very big business" and doesn't care about the employees. ( this has added to the already stressful situation)
  3. Disability pay would drop my income about $400.00 per month and I barely make it now!
  4. My youngest son is a severe agoraphobic and has not been able to work in over 2 years. I'm trying to support both of us.
  5. My son just applied for disability to help with his medical bills and currently has zero income.

I have several questions, but I'm getting more over whelmed by the moment. I using my short term sick benifits right now at work, because the is no way I can work full time right now. If anyone has been throught this and has any suggestions , I sure would like to know your ideas on what the best steps are.


jumpinginpuddles said...

all i can say is you do whatever it is to get yourself healthy, tough decisions like this are awful to make and our heart goes out to you :) (((((wanda))))))))

Wanda's Wings said...

thanks JIP!

Dreaming again said...

You know I'm with ya, and you're in my prayers!

wolfbaby said...

Like JIP said, you do what is best for you to get healthy... let the rest work itself out!!!


mysti said...

I am one who has so many health issues that I totally understand your delimma. Oh hun I am so sorry you are dealing with all this. First thing first though. You have to take care of you! If this means quitting then so be it. It wont help you any if you are working yourself to death! Know I am here if you need an ear. You can email me anytime Wanda. My works great. Know that I will be keeping you in my prayers.