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Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Depression Is Crushing Me
I'm doing everything I'm suppose to do to lift this depression.
Following my meal plan
Taking my medication
I can't seem to get a hold on this. My mind is filled with thoughts of how to kill myself. So many people seem to be able to beat this. Why can't I? I am so tired of this illness. I see my psychiatric tomorrow. I can't tell him how dark my thoughts are. He would admit me again. I just so tired of how draining this illness is. I believe I am treatment resistant bipolar.