Friday, April 23, 2010

No More Than We Can Bear

God promises not to give us more than we can bear. I believe that, but am really struggling today. Someday I have so many questions for God. It worries me that I have no desire to live. I'm not going to do anything active to end my life, but it worries me that I find no pleasures. Tomorrow will be better. I have to believe that!

5 comments:

mago said...

I am very sorry Wanda. Because I can not take something of that payne away from you.
We walk around, do our things, as if nothing would have changed.
All changed. Within. People here following you know this. If it can be a kind of comfort to you. BUt surely not now.
I only hope that you make it over the coming time, find a perspective for yourself - you are here, you are confronted with surviving. And so are we.

Thank you for your comment.

Andrea said...

Praying you are able to find some sunshine in your day!
Hugs, andrea

Prayer Girl said...

My heart is relieved to hear you say you won't do anything active to end your life. You find no pleasures now, but I truly believe that with time they will return.

Continuing to pray for you.

PG

Just Be Real/God Whispers In The Wind said...

Hearing you Wanda. ((((Wanda))))

Colleen said...

I am glad you wrote that "Tomorrow will be better. I have to believe that!" Sounds like you are hanging onto Hope. Hugs.