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Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I have my last treatment tomorrow. I believe I am less depressed, but I still cry everyday for Chris. I believe he is in Heaven, so my heart should be glad for him. I'm jealous! I want to be with him, but every time I pray, God says "Not yet". I'm still not sure why his life was cut so short. I have Grief Class tonight. I hope I can find the class. My memory isn't as good since starting the ECT.