ECT

I had an ECT treatment today and am really foggy from the anesthesia. My friend from church drove me home and nothing even looked familiar. I hoping these treatments help my bipolar. The treatment did nothing for my extreme sadness. I am beginning to think nothing will help what I am feeling. I just picture Chris in heaven and that is the only thing that keeps me going. I know time will make it better. I think I'm going to take a nap.