I've been in the hospital. Been receiving elector shock treatments. I think it has been helping. I go back Friday for another treatment. They did some medication adjustment also. I think I'm feeling a little better.Stepping in the house was like stepping in a tomb. I MISS CHRIS SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! OH WHY WAS HE TAKEN???????? I hope you knew how much I loved you,Chris. I know you are in God's arms.