Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Hurting So Badly
I'm hurting so badly, I'm not sure I'll ever recover. I can not even begin to express the pain I feel from having lost Chris. Everything is a reminder. His room, his clothes, missing his laugh, and even missing when he was upset. I loved him so much. I've been through a lot in my life, but a love for a child is one of the greatest loves there is. I have to believe he is with Jesus and happy. Oh, the hole in my life. He was getting better over his anxiety disorder. He actually socialized a little. He was so smart. The world will be a less of a place without him. I wish I could understand why he was taken. Oh God why was his life cut so short? Why? I don't think the hole in my heart can be filled. I loved you so much Chris!