Thursday, March 04, 2010

I Miss You So Much

"the death of a child is still perhaps one of the most intense forms of grief, holding greater risk factors." Chris I hope you heard me as I rubbed your arm and sang to you. Oh Chris, I loved you so much. Even when the nurse told me to go home and let them take care of you I couldn't leave you. Even to the very last I thought you would pull through. I miss your laugh so much. Sometimes I don't think I'm going to make it, but I know you are looking down saying "it's alright Little Mama". I know you are in God's arms but I miss you so much. Your life was short but you touched many people on line. Just Google Chris Arthington to see all the wonderful things people had to say about him.

9 comments:

IK said...

Oh Wanda, I am so sorry you lost your son. From what I've read on video forums, he sounded like a very kind and generous man. I am so glad you have what memories you have of him and the love a mother can only have for their child. Take care! *hugs* <3

Prayer Girl said...

May God hold you in His loving, comforting arms.

PG

sarah said...

Hugs to you Wanda...praying for you to be strong. Sarah

Cheesemeister said...

He was a good and kind person. You were very lucky to have had him and it is so sad that you lost him. I wish that there were words that could ease your pain.

Andrea said...

Wanda,
I am so glad you are back here in the blog world. Know that there have been many praying for you.
Hugs,
andrea

Dreaming again said...

Awww, my sweet friend. It's so painful to watch the grief of a mother. I know you adored him ..what's more, Chris knew you adored him.

for what it's worth, he touched my heart on many occassions.

I love you ...

God Whispers In The Wind said...

(((((((((Wanda)))))))))
Here sitting with you.

NOS said...

(((Wanda))) As much as Chris was/is a wonderful son and person, you were/are a mother. You have a lot to be proud of.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Finally Free said...

Wanda,
What a beautiful tribute to your son....I am so sorry for your loss. (((Wanda))

Blessings,
Tammy