Monday, March 01, 2010

Better?

Everyone is telling me how much better I look and sound, yet every time my mind goes into neutral I just think about escaping this world. The next world has got to be better than this one. Maybe I just can't cry any more. That doesn't seem to be the truth. I'm crying now. Guess I'll try "happy" thoughts.

10 comments:

Just Be Real said...

(((((Wanda)))))

Audrinna said...

huggggggggggggs

Prayer Girl said...

I know you know that grieving is a process. As painful as it is - it has to be gone through. All I can think of to write is that I pray for you as you journey through this most painful of times.

I happen to agree that the next world has got to be better. My job seems to be to do the best I can negotiating this life.

Prayers,
PG

sarah said...

praying for you Wanda.

Colleen said...

Hugs.

Ethereal Highway said...

It's normal to still cry sometimes after such a terrible loss.

I've been thinking about you.

{{{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}}}

God Whispers In The Wind said...

((((Wanda))))
Here with you dear.

jumpinginpuddles said...

im so sorry you ahve to try and make happy thoughts just thinking of you

Gaia said...

Wanda dear, I am glad you are back. Stay strong ... cry if you must but don't keep everything in or you will be the one hurting more. Talk about Chris, talk about you. I know how it feels to lose a son. I lost my boy when he was 5. But for you to have had your son for so much longer, there were so much more memories to cherish, so much you do not want to forget, and yet so much pain remembering. Please pray, I will be praying for you too. Take care.

rcubes said...

God bless and comfort you sister! Be strong in His mighty power.