Thursday, July 31, 2008

Thank You


Well I'm feeling better now. I don't know if it was because I was trying to stretch my mood stabilizers until I got paid or what caused this depression to be so bad. Anyway I'm back on the correct dosage of medicine and am feeling much better. I do want to thank all the kind words of encouragement and prayers. I don't think I'll be trying something that stupid again in the near future. It is not unusual for me to have a period of depression after a manic episode, but this one was way out of control. Today is the first day without tears. Yeah! I did decide not to go to a church member funeral today,because I thought it might be pushing myself too much. I did not know her real well so I thought it would be better to take care of myself. I also got a call from my doctor saying some of my lab work was really off, which could have also have made the depression worst. Stacy was wanting us to come up with something funny or happy, since I can't think of anything funny,so here is my happy news. I lost 69 lbs:)

12 comments:

Mary said...

Wanda, I just read through your earlier posts, and I feel for you so much. I know exactly what you are feeling, as you have read my blog, and I know it hurts so much.. I was thinking of doing the same as you just today in fact, because the flashbacks today were really bad, but we have to just hang in there and hopefully it will get better with time. Im so glad you made it through the dark days you had. I care. am there for you if you ever need to talk....Huggs Mary

Mary said...

Wanda: I am so glad that you got through your dark days. i just read your earlier posts, and I feel for you so much. You know that I have been there also, so I know what you are going through. In fact, I was thinking of doing the same thing you were just today in fact, but, changed my mind, we just need to take one day at a time, and just take baby steps, and hopefully it will get better. Know that I am thinking of you and I am here if you ever need to talk. take care my friend hugss Mary

Mike Golch said...

Wanda, I am so glad that you are doing better. and yes after a manic comes the depression, it is at that moment that we are our own worse enemy.I know I have been thare way to many times and have made way to many attemps on my life. I thank God that I am a lot more stable now!
I guess that is why I got so upset.reading about what you were going thru.
Hugs and God's Love and Blessings. Mike G. said that (Its an A.A. Thing)

Tracy said...

I am so glad you are feeling better, and congrats on the weight loss!!! Woohooo yayyyy for you! I am also happy your doctor had an explanation for what might be the cause of your depression. Hugs and blessings.

Hopefulsl said...

Thats awesome Wanda!!! You should be feeling real good about yourself....
As far as the weight goes,(GIGGLES).
Now i am also very happy to hear that
you are back on track with your Meds.
As I've said before,((ONE DAY AT A TIME)). I'm very proud of you Wanda!!
Please do not scare us like that again!!! ((CHEERS TO YOU))....
LOTS & LOTS OF HUGS SENT TO YOU>>>>>>
Love,Stacy

Tamara said...

Wanda,

I am so glad that you are back on your meds and feeling better. And GREAT JOB on the weight loss! Yippee - Yay - Way to go!!!!!! That is definitely happy news.

Hugs,
Tamara

Raine said...

messing with meds will destabilize you........... I find that I do fall into depression after mania. Its normal to go into it either before or after with a normal spell in between somewhere I think. I'm glad you are feeling better

keepers said...

Dear Wanda

this is good news!! feeling better and looking out for yourself, and losing weight!!! you packed a lot in this post, thanks for sharing.

peace and blessings

keepers

Lily Strange said...

That is criminal when we have to stretch medication that works, be it pharmaceuticals or natural formulas. It is criminal when a very wealthy country like this one allows people to stay sick.

Tina Coruth said...

Wanda,

I am absolutely delighted to read that you are feeling better. This is the best news!

Congratulations on your weight loss! That is awesome!

Hugs,
Tina

jennifer said...

Hey there. I have been out of pocket for several days and this is the first chance that I had to get back to you. I just breathe a sigh of relief when I read this post. I am glad that you feel stable. I don't think that you have to be grinning and feeling yippy skippy but stable is AWESOME compared to your last post. Hang in there my Dear. Please come by and visit my site. I enjoyed hearing from you and I am blessed to know that by commenting that you felt that I was THERE for you. That was what I wanted... to be there for you.

Be blessed.

Jennifer

jennifer said...

Congratulations on your weight loss too by the way! I hope that I can join you in that soon.

Jen again.