Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Tears Behind The Smile

This is the season where there are a lot of tears behind the smiles. It seems everybody is busy shopping and exchanging gifts. Many people are hurting and do not allow anyone to see their pain. Suicides are high at this time of year. Depression seems greater when "everybody else" is so happy. Some times Christmas day can be the longest day of the year. I know because I am fighting with all my might to stay above the depression. It hard for me to say that because I try to hide what is going on inside. This blog has been a live saver for me. I can express some of my deepest wounds. I feel love and excepted here with all my flaws. Thank you each of you for your support and kindness this Christmas season.

5 comments:

Audrinna said...

you have something at my blog

Prayer Girl said...

It is a blessing to be able to support you and show you kindness always.

PG

Just Be Real said...

(((((Wanda)))))
Here with you dear.

'Tart said...

God bless you Wanda. I really respect you because it seems obvious to me that you work Really hard, you fight the good fight. I hope you know that you are cared for just the way you are and are not alone either. Thank you for always being so kind and understanding.
Sincerely,
Tart

Paula said...

I am so very sorry to hear about your pain. I cna relate so very much. This year and only due to intense trauma therapywhich I am undergoing currently I managed to deal with shame, depression and pressure differently for this time of year. I will be thinking of you. Hugs across the pond