Wednesday, December 02, 2009

No 24 Hour Cure

I know better, but I was really hoping to see some change in how I feel by now. It is still really rough. Between the physical pain and the depression it is hard to do anything. I'm still hanging in there, but am really struggling. Thank everyone for dropping by, it really helps. Hugs to all my friends.


RCUBEs said... His grace. God bless you always.

Audrinna said...

I'm here for you.believe me I DO understand . you might think so but you have come a long way,

NOS said...

Wanda, you're doing great-- the most you can ask of yourself right now is to hold on and stay alive. I am doing my best to wish your pain away. You deserve all of the happiness in the world.

<3 NOS

Andrea said...

Kind of like "the little engine that could" you must keep putting one foot in front of the step at a time. You can do it. HE will see you through!
Each of us are praying for you.
Blessings, andrea

Just Be Real said...

Dear one here sitting with you listening.....

Prayer Girl said...

I know from personal experience what it feels like to be in that dark night of the soul. I know exactly what it is like to feel totally hopeless and in total despair.

It is into that dark place that God can and does reach His loving and healing hand.

In AA they so often say, "Don't give up before the miracle happens." I say the same to you.

Love and I pray for you.

Lily Strange said...

I always wish there could be a 24 hour cure. Hope this finds you doing a bit better.

jumpinginpuddles said...

still checking on you

Wonderingsoul said...

Listening to you and thinking of you.
I'm so sorry it feels like hell right now. It always takes mea while to get my feet back on the ground when I've been hit so hard... Try to allow yourself a little time to just settle and steady. You've been in such a dark place. It's bound to take a while.
I too understand more than I can say.
I undertand how dark the darkness is and how tightly you have to hang on to anything that glimmers.
You will come out of it... It will just take longer than you want... which is the hardest thing.
Staying with you.


Paula said...

Just breathe. Stay alive. I am in a very intense trauma therapy ( 8h daily) and pain and trauma are exhausting. Sometimes barely surviving. I can relate and I know it is getting better.

Sophia said...

Wanda, hang in there. I have been where you are. It DOES get better. Just take it one day at a time. Sometimes, you have to take it one hour at a time. Hang in there!


Peter Stone said...

Hey There,
I stumbled across your blog. Depression is a struggle, but you are hanging in there, and that's awesome. It takes time for an exhausted nervous system to recover, and its different for each person.
God bless.