Saturday, April 21, 2012

A Letter From God

In therapy I was given the assignment to write a letter from God. The letter is suppose to contain three items. 

  1. Why I deserve to heal
  2. Why I am not to damaged to heal
  3. Why I am worthy to heal
I have always thought of myself as "damaged goods". I have never thought of myself as deserving to be whole or worthy to be healed. I have some how felt that all the things that have happened in my life were some how my fault. If I had been stronger or a better person these things would not have happened. I have never thought of myself as loveable or deserving of love. I have always been afraid of  God. I have thought Jesus was cool, but have been fearful of letting go and trusting God. A bit crazy right? When I get the letter done I might post it. I am having some difficulty composing the letter.

7 comments:

Tracy said...

Wanda, What a great assignment...might I suggest that first you write a letter TO God and then have Him respond to your letter. That way you can see both sides and it's a way to get your feelings out-even the anger and fear!
I would love for you to share it but it must be YOUR decision....good luck!

Bobbi said...

I like Tracy's idea. Write a letter to God first...
Pour your heart out and trust Him. I am going to be praying for you.. and no matter what... don't take your eyes off of Him. The reason you feel the way you do is because satan is the father of lies, and he is lying to you and making you think the way you do. (I'm speaking to myself here too. he so easily interrupts my life with his lies) Do not believe him.. look to Jesus.. like Peter, in the sea.. once he took his eyes off Jesus he began to sink.... eyes back on Jesus, and he walked on the water. I'm looking forward to reading your letter should you feel like sharing it.

Denise said...

My dear friend, this is a very good assignment for you. You are very worthy to be loved by God. He created you, so He could love you. Please take care, I love you.

middle child said...

Please try to look at yourself through God's eyes. You already know how much He loves you.

Just Be Real said...

Hugs to you Wanda. That is certainly an interesting assignment you were give.

RCUBEs said...

And I pray for His healing to come down on you and restore those broken pieces and make it whole! God bless.

Chatty Crone said...

Wanda I am hoping that you are doing better. sandie