Sunday, January 02, 2011

Tenative

I'm very tentative as I start the new year. After coming off such a rough year I must admit I have some fears facing a new year. I know that I am a strong human being that is full of love for others. I am going to try my best to just live one day at a time. I don't think I'll ever forget last year, but I will not let it destroy all my hopes. Right now it is still hard to dream, because I really don't know what I want. I do know love is the only reason for being and I am loved. I know I have done something right, because both of my children have told me I have "always been there for them." Those words mean more to me than anything. I won't give in to despair. I will overcome!

6 comments:

NOS said...

It's totally understandable why you would be tentative. But it sounds like you are somewhat optimistic-- that's great!

You really are an incredible person. Judging just by what you report here about your parenting, you are an exceptional mother. I don't think my parents have ever given me the kind of acceptance and support you give to your children. You mean a lot to them, and you mean a lot to me.

Wishing you well,
NOS

RCUBEs said...

One day at a time...I think that is a very realistic goal sister. Be strong in the Lord's mighty power. Happy New Year and may you be filled with His richest blessings this year. God bless.

Ethereal Highway said...

Yes, you will overcome. I believe in you.

{{{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}}}

Faycin A Croud said...

I have to honestly say that my feelings are trepidation, fear, and cynicism. I don't really foresee any good changes, I just hope that no horrible things will happen.

Tracy said...

I like what NOS said...you are obviously a fantastic person and parent because I've read both your blogs on Chris and Alice; what a phenomenal job you've done as a parent! That is no easy task for anyone, but you've done it! I have a friend who's daughter is transgender and the little girl is 11 and her mom knows they will have a rough road to travel, so I was truly inspired by your story and will share it with her when its time!
Take one day at a time...that's all you can do and vow to make it the best you are able to do. That's all anyone can ask!
hugs...

Just Be Real said...

Hear you Wanda. Understandable indeed. Yes, you can overcome with Christ. Blessings.