Saturday, February 27, 2010

I Need to Write

Of all the pain I been through in my life losing Chris was the worst pain (and still is) I have ever felt. There is just something about losing your child that can not be put into words. We were both sick at the same time. He died and I lived. Why? I would have gladly gone in his place. He had so much more to experience in life. He had so much to offer. I appreciate everybody support. Your comments were a comfort to me. I have to believe he is with God now. It's the only thing that keeps me going.

9 comments:

Just Be Real said...

WANDA WANDA WANDA!!!

I am sooooooo very glad to see you back dear one!! You have been on my heart for the longest time!!!

I am so very sorry for your pain my dear!

True, if it helps in blogging, then please do!

You are treasured dear one.

((((Wanda))))

Sophia said...

((((((((((((((((((((Wanda)))))))))))))))) I continue to think about you and lift you up during your time of loss.

rcubes said...

Praying for God's comfort and healing to continue to cover you sis. Take care of yourself.

Grace said...

(((WANDA))) The unbearable pain of losing a child is something that no parent should ever go experience. I am so sorry.
I lost a son too. He had hypoplastic left heart syndrome and had only 1/2 of a heart, but left with my 'whole' heart.
There is a website I used to visit often. It is: http://silentgrief.proboards.com/
I found support there...just thought I would put it out there.
My deepest sympathies are with you during this time. Grace

Finally Free said...

(((((Wanda)))))
Glad to see you back blogging.I pray for God to comfort during this time and His angels to minister to you, sweetie.

Safe Hugs to you,
Tammy

sarah said...

praying for you Wanda. I have been but will continue. As a mother I can only imagine your pain. Praying for comfort for you....And I know blogging, writing has always helped me... Sarah

Prayer Girl said...

I know that I can not even imagine the pain you are in. I can only offer you my prayers and love. If you need to write, write. If you need to be silent, be silent. I will continue to be here for you whatever state you are in.

PG

NOS said...

Wanda, once again I am so sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine what you are going through, but I certainly know that you are so strong for living through it. I'm glad you're back writing-- I certainly missed you from the blogosphere.

You are in my thoughts,
NOS

Cheesemeister said...

I do not think that there could possibly be a pain worse than losing one's child. It just seems to go against the laws of what is right.
Love to you. I wish I could offer more.