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Thursday, March 03, 2011
I Can Not Gain Any Weight
The scale is not being my friend right now. I am not doing anything different on my eating, but I seem to be gaining weight, which is freaking me out! I am actually exercising more so I don't get it! I am constipated right now so I thought I would try some prunes before I really freak out and do the laxative thing. Tomorrow I going to really restrict. I had to eat out with a friend today but I think I stayed within my limit. My eating plan is 1200 calories, so maybe just for a few days I cut that in half. I just can NOT gain back any of the weight I have lost! "Y" says I am too obsessed about my weight right now, but I just can not help it. With a diagnosed ED (307.50) I really should try it, I'm really scared about gaining any weight now. I'm going to exercise again now.I am exercising past the point of severe pain. I am really afraid, but it all I can think of!