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Saturday, August 18, 2012
I am in so much pain today I can barely walk. I was hoping to go to church tomorrow but if I am not better I don't think I can make it. With chronic pain you get used to a certain level of pain but sometimes it can become unbearable. I know I don't take anywhere near the number of pain pills that my doctor allows but you hear about so many people getting hooked on prescription drug that it pays to be cautious. Sometimes I feel so weak. I feel like I should be stronger. People tell me all the time I'm too hard on myself. Maybe I should listen.
Absolutely nothing is on TV at 3 AM. These late night of not being able to sleep are rough but I don't know what to do about it. I know I'm going to be exhausted tomorrow. UGH!