Saturday, August 18, 2012

Pain


I am in so much pain today I can barely walk. I was hoping to go to church tomorrow but if I am not better I don't think I can make it. With chronic pain you get used to a certain level of pain but sometimes it can become  unbearable. I know I don't take anywhere near the number of pain pills that my doctor allows but you hear about so many people getting hooked on prescription drug that it pays to be cautious. Sometimes I feel so weak. I feel like I should be stronger. People tell me all the time I'm too hard on myself. Maybe I should listen.

Absolutely nothing is on TV at 3 AM. These late night of not being able to sleep are rough but I don't know what to do about it. I know I'm going to be exhausted tomorrow.   UGH!

7 comments:

Mike Golch said...

Hang in there Kiddo!Big Time Hug.

middle child said...

You should not be hard on yourself. You have so much to deal with, none of which you caused and you can't do anything about it. Just try to feel as good as you can. Actually, even that is beyond your control. Talk about meds to the doctor.

Sarah (Nikki) said...

it's been raining alot here and my sister is always affected by that. Wondering if the weather affects you too. But Wanda...praying...wishing you a gentle pain free Sunday.

Gallery Juana said...

I just go on the internet or listen to a sleep app.
Hope you're having a better day.

Denise said...

So sorry, praying for you.

Chatty Crone said...

Wanda it is Sunday - so I am hoping that you feel better. I'll say a special prayer for you tonight. sandie

Stefani said...

The weather changes are causing me trouble too! I looked for you this morning. Sure wish you were feeling up to coming. I'll be out and about tomorrow if you need anything I'm happy to pick stuff up for you. xoxoxoxoxooxxooxoox