Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Sooo Exhausted!

I'm so exhausted. It's been 48 hours with zero sleep and I'm only getting 2-3 hours sleep on "good" nights! I'm feeling pulled in so many directions that I think I'm going to come apart at the seams. I guess my anxiety  level is through the roof. I'm so tired I actually started crying because I needed to do some grocery shopping. I just couldn't do it! I am in severe physical pain due to a flare up of my lupus. My balance is really off too. I fell in the bathtub and really bruised both of my legs. I looked up some side effects of some of my medications and that might be some of the problem. I see my physician on Thursday and am going to talk with him about this. Friday and Saturday I'm going to spend some time at my friends house to give myself a break. I just need some FUN! 

6 comments:

Denise said...

Sorry you are not doing well. Praying for you, love you bunches.

Chatty Crone said...

Gosh you are in a bad place right now - I am so sorry - I will pray tonight! sandie

RCUBEs said...

Praying for your strength and protection...May you have a fun time with your friends...

middle child said...

What you need is sleep. It doesn't matter when or where. If you feel tired during the day,..go to sleep. If you are visiting someone and get tired, go to sleep. I really hope the doctor can tweek your meds so your pain is lessened and your are able to get better rest. Peace.

Ornery Owl of Naughty Netherworld Press and Readers Roost said...

Ugh--lupus. I can only imagine. I can sympathize with the sleep issues. My sleep is very broken up due to my whack schedule. I hope you are able to rest.

Stefani said...

I guess I'm going to have to check up on your blog more often! You know you can call me when you feel anxious. I will understand! I'm out running errands all of the time so just give me your grocery list when you need to. I'm more than happy to help you! xoxoxx