Man have I been hyper the last two days. You know the"crawling out of your skin" hyper. Saw my doctor today and will see my "T" tomorrow. They are drawing up a hardship letter to see if I can get some drug assistance. That would help my stress so much. They are also working on a scholarship for me so I can see my "T" more often. I sure hope this works out. They have me check in by phone weekly, but for cost sake I am only seeing them once a month. If this "scholarship" is approved I will get to see my "T" once a week. I'm not sleeping well. Having "feeling nightmares". What I mean is that I can feel the physical pain of the abuse in my dreams. Sounds like several of my blogging friends are struggling now also. I wish healing and peace for all.
6 comments:
I pray all goes well with you Wanda and you will be able to see your T face to face weekly and get the appropriate meds! I think that is real important!
Sorry your feel like jumping out of your skin. I too can relate dear one.
((((Wanda))))
Safe Hugs
Been thewre done that as well.Hugs my friend.
we hope this works out for you everyone needs the opportunity to see a T weekly
I hope that all comes thru for you, they should have done that long ago
I hope you can get some assistance with your meds too. That is just so screwed up that people can't get the medication they need.
I hate irritability too.
I've only had feeling dreams a few times. The worst was right after I had my son. It involved being brutally sexually assaulted. The weird thing is that the birth was cesarean so it couldn't have been a memory of trauma "down there" from giving birth.
Not long after that I started having vague memories of being molested. The shadowy figure dreams suddenly started making sense to me.
Lily,
I also did not remember the abuse until after the birth of my children.
Post a Comment