My head is in a strange place right now. I am struggling with depression. I seem to be questioning everything. Maybe it is the lack of sleep or the money problems we are having right now. I know I have so much to be thankful for but my mood is so dark and scary. I see my therapist Friday which I am hoping will help some. It is hard to do anything right now. I think part of the problem is that I have been in so much physical pain. Almost any movement cause me pain. I so want to be "normal". It is hard when you have to fight your own mind constantly.
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Asking God to watch over you.
I often have the desire to be normal. And I hate that depression seems to come out of nowhere. Depression comes and goes or at least gets less intense. But pain? I don't know how to deal with something like that. It has to make every aspect of your life miserable. Keep the faith.
There will come a time when there is no more pain. No more sorrow. But.....all in God's time.
Nothing but nothing brings me down more quickly than money problems, which it seems I always have.
It makes me so sad when good people like you have to suffer, and I wish so much that I could lend a helping hand. Trouble is, my hands are tied by debtors aplenty!
Wishing you recovery from your depression.
Oh Wanda, I'm so sorry you're in such pain. How I wish I could take it away for you. I'm glad you're seeing your therapist tomorrow-- please make sure he/she knows how you are feeling so he/she can properly help you. And stay safe! That's what's most important.
Thinking of you.
Be well,
NOS
Gosh Wanda - my heart goes out to you. I am so glad you are still fighting. Is there someplace to go or someone to see? sandie
Stay Strong Wanda! Life has a way of working out. I wish you all the BEST!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoox love you so much!
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