Saturday, March 24, 2012

Better

I think I'm better and getting stronger. I just don't understand why I have such highs and lows. It seems no matter how hard I try I just fall into these deep, dark depressions. I have a wonderful support system and am in therapy. The emotional roller coaster is very exhausting. It seems like sometimes I just totally shut down. It seems like so many people stay up all the time. They are able to over come those things that have happened to them. I struggle. The last few days have been difficult. I just can't give up. I will continue to fight. I'm worth it.

8 comments:

Rhonda said...

Hang on sister, YOU are worth it...

Denise said...

Keep fighting sister, you will be victorious.

Chatty Crone said...

I am with Rhonda- YOU ARE WORTH IT! Take one day at a time. sandie

rcubes said...

Never quit sister! Because you are worthy in His eyes! God bless you and strengthen you!

Tracy said...

keep saying the serentiy prayer as there are times when there are no answers...Stay strong!

Just Be Real said...

(((Wanda)))

Eva Ason said...

That's the spirit...don't give up!
And you are worth it indeed!
Big hugs!

Eva

63mago said...

Hello Wanda,
I don't think that others do it "better", it's just a way of perception. If it goes down the rabbit hole it IS dark for everybody, who has to go through this. I think themost important thing is what you saied in your last line: You are worth it! You are the one who goes through this, and nobody else, it's now, and real, and you. "The down" as "the up". I hope you can keep "the up" for a long time coming. Let's enjoy spring! I wish you a good time!