Tuesday, September 01, 2009

Rough Day

Today has been a rough day.
  1. Found out today the clinic I've been working part time no longer needs me. Cost cut backs. I can not say it was a total shock,but still is going to make things more difficult. I'm having some side effects from my medication which makes it difficult to type. I never know till the morning if I am needed to work.
  2. Found out that I had hurt my son feeling by not offering to take him to see a movie the other day. Offered today but there was nothing showing he wanted to see,
  3. Really rough therapy session. When she asked what I liked about myself physically, I said nothing. I see myself as fat and ugly. Something no one would want. We talked about the hurting child inside me and my lack of feeling safe.We talked about my dreams.
  4. I'm in a lot of physical pain today.
  5. I'm sad today.

12 comments:

Jess Mendez said...

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I was looking through your blog, and I found it interesting, and inspiring to me, so I thought why not leave you a comment.

I too have a blog that I use out of Southern California here in San Diego.

Mostly it is a collection of artistic expression, and I have many friends with the same interests, maybe you can become my friend, and follow, and I can also follow you, if that is okay.

Well I hope to hear from you soon, and or read about you….LOL

Sincerely,
Jesse

Ethereal Highway said...

{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}

Don't forget the post before this one. Know that it will come around again.

Prayer Girl said...

So many people are losing their jobs. That makes for very tough times.

I will pray for you - that the physical pain you are feeling lessens and that happiness will return.

PG

sarah said...

Hey Wanda, hope you're feeling a bit better by the time you read this. Sorry to hear about your job. Im praying God will bring an even better one your way. Hang in there ok. Sarah

NOS said...

I'm sorry it's been such a rough day. May better ones come soon. But in terms of some of the things you're struggling with today-- you're not alone. I certainly see myself in a lot of what you write, and I'm so grateful that you write it. Hang on, darling. Good days have happened and they will happen again.

(((Wanda)))

Tracy said...

Aww man i am so sorry! Hugs you!!!!

Mike Golch said...

'm sorry thay you are having a bad day.Mine has not been that great as well.

RCUBEs said...

I pray that with your job cutting back, the Lord will open another door of opportunity for you. May He cover you with His strength and comfort. God bless.

Mark said...

Sounds like a rough day. Trust that all things happen for a reason, look for the lessons in today.

Brother Frankie said...

do you work agency? here in florida they come knocking on the door for nurses. my wife turns down work constantly. we were just praising god for the abundance.

you are loved
brother frankie
a biker for christ

Lily Strange said...

:0(
My son gets his feelings hurt easily too. Kind of like his old ma, I guess. I feel really bad when I am oblivious and accidentally hurt him.

alicia27 said...

It sounds like we have soooo much in common, I wish I could reach out and give you a hug! I deal with chronic pain from a failed back surgery and neck and shoulder problems, and I know, that just makes everything that much worse! Prayers being sent your way!