Saturday, April 29, 2006
What up today?
I hate it when the docs are trying adjust my meds! It's early and I'm already had two panic attacks. I just want to be "normal" (what ever that is.) Why are these emotions swinging from one end to the other? I keep pushing myself, trying to be like everyone else only to find I am "different." Somedays I can "set the world on fire". Today I don't even want to go to the store. What is up with me volunteering for so much stuff? NO is not a hard word to say. Every two year old knows how to say no. How has it escaped my vocabulary?? My "to do" list is long today, so maybe I better start it. I just had to blow off some steam.