Friday, November 04, 2011

Therapist Wanted To Admit Me


I'm not sleeping again and my thoughts are running to the dark side again. My therapist thought I might need to be in the hospital again for a short term stabilization.She had me leave word with my doctor although I see him Monday. Being manic with the mixture of depressive thoughts racing in my mind is very uncomfortable. I try to be positive and  fill my head with positive thoughts, but it hard when you are dealing with a chemical imbalance. I'm holding on to my friends with all my might.

7 comments:

Simply Debbie said...

Dear Wanda,
I will be in prayer for you. I have been to a very dark, depressive place. It too was an chemical imbalance on top of grief.
Have you tried drawing during these phases...if nothing else just start out making circles...art brings healing to the soul...and knowing that someone cares.
You are a special soul and not one person could ever replace you and the gifts inside of you.
hugs to you

63mago said...

Paint? Direct the energy on paper or canvas, ban it into and express it - its worth a try?

Chatty Crone said...

Wanda I just wondered - it is a bad experience to be checked in? I mean is it a bad thing or a good thing?

I will be praying for you.
sandie

Sarah (Nikki) said...

here for you Wanda.....and praying. You've come this far...you're a fighter....in your corner routing for you...

Tracy said...

Wanda,
Keep hanging on. I know it is NOT easy but take one minute at a time and remember that there are people here to support you.

Shanda said...

I just stumbled upon your blog but am praying sleep and stability over your soul right now.

Denise said...

Praying for you my friend.