Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Keeping It Together

I am trying to keep it together for everybody else on this Thanksgiving holiday. I'm cooking, having guests, and everything else that you are suppose to do. But my heart is deeply sadden without Chris here to enjoy the season. Thanksgiving was one of his favorite times. He loved the turkey and green bean casserole. He always wanted a turkey leg. This year I don't think anyone else will.  I miss my baby so badly, but don't want to spoil the day for everyone else. Why is my heart breaking so? Memories are still so painful. He had such a beautiful smile it just would light up the room. I'm really hurting on the inside.






9 comments:

Alexandra MacVean said...

Hang in there, Wanda. Don't allow the enemy to rob from you. You're a wonderful person that we all love and God loves you SO MUCH more. :)

Tracy said...

Wanda, may your memories of Chris envelop you and add warmth to a very special day!
Happy Thanksgiving!

Mike Golch said...

Big Time Hug,I know that you miss Chris,but he is still with you in spirit.Celebrate the time you had with him!

RCUBEs said...

Happy Thanksgiving! May you have a wonderful time!

Nikki (Sarah) said...

wishing you a wonderful thanksgiving sweet friend.

Chatty Crone said...

I know you miss Chris. sandie

Raine said...

I hope you got thru it ok, The holidays are hard after loss. Our thoughts automatically go to our missing loved ones and we grieve. At least I do. ((((((((((Wanda))))))))

A Mother Always said...

The Father is always wonderful company, you are never alone, and loved ones are always in your heart.

Ornery Owl of Naughty Netherworld Press and Readers Roost said...

My dad's last meal was Thanksgiving, which was on the 26th of November last year. He was gone 2 days later. My mother fed him. He could no longer feed himself. He complained that there wasn't enough gravy! That was Dad.