I am really fighting depression right now. I don't know why it is so bad right now but it is. It could be the fact that I am so stranded since neither Alice or myself can drive right now. It might be the heat or the fact that I can not afford to see my therapist. I am doing everything possible to not let this get me down so low that I can not pull myself up. I am reading a good book on depression but it is so hard to consecrate on what I am reading, Will touch base with everyone later.