Monday, August 25, 2008

Frozen by Depression & Fear

Doing the simplest things are becoming almost impossible for me to do. I'm so depressed I get a panic attack just going into the next room. I'm having flashbacks really bad. I see my doctor and therapist both on Thursday. I put a call in to my doctor today because the attacks and flashbacks where so bad,but I did not get a call back. I hope tomorrow is better. I'm sorry I haven't been around to many blogs.

15 comments:

Mary said...

Wanda take care of yourself and don't worry about keeping up with the blogs. I know how you are feeling because I am going through the exact same thing right now. take care...Mary

Hopefulsl said...

Oh Wanda, i am so sorry that you are feeling worse than better. I can't wait till you see your doctor this week. I really hope this is going to work out for you cause i don't think anybody needs to feel like this 24/7....Just try to hang in there, remember ((ONE DAY AT A TIME))....
((((HUGSsssss)))) to you!!!
Love,Stacy

jumpinginpuddles said...

stay safe as much as you can well doen for calling for help

Raine said...

Dr. Deb put up a post recently about grounding during times like this. It might help to read it again and try some of the techniques during your flashbacks hun. (((((Wanda))))))

Tamara said...

Wanda,

I have been away from blogging for awhile and so am late reading your post. I hope by now that you are doing much better. As many people told me, don't worry about blogging. You come first and we will be here when you are ready.

Hugs,
Tamara

jumpinginpuddles said...

please see http://lifespacings.blogspot.com/2008/09/good-bye-after-five-years.html

Laura Collins said...

I am so sorry about all you are bearing.

And I deleted my blog post, btw.

Jena said...

Hi Wanda,
I'm so sorry you're going through such a difficult time. I will be praying for you.

It will be a long-shot if you actually remember me, but you used to comment on my blogs pretty regularly before I abandoned them (out of paranoia). My blogging handle name was "Chalexa." I go by a new name now and have a new blog- one that is much more open. It would be nice to reconnect! I have links on my blog to my old ones...

Nice to meet you, Wanda. I'm Jena. My blog address is jena-fun.blogspot.com and I'll praying for you as you face this difficult time.

Take care.

Jade said...

Just sending you some love and peace your way Ms. Wanda. Hope things are starting to slow down a bit for you!

keepers said...

we hope you are feeling better, and don't worry about visiting others until you feel better, we can all wait for you, and be here for you.

peace and blessings

keepers

Tracy said...

Awww man Wanda. I am so sorry i have not been around myself. When one is sick it is hard to get online. sending you hugs. I hope you feel better soon!

Tracy said...

Hugs Sweet Wanda. Please take care of yourself. Know you are in my continued prayers.

Please come by and pick up an award i have given you.

(((Wanda))))

Mike Golch said...

Wanda, I'm sorry for not visiting sooner. I hope that you are doing ok. I have been having a lot of ups and downs do to the seizures and have been a little anti social.

Hopefulsl said...

Hey Wanda,
can you please let us know that you are doing o.k.....
I sure hope you are o.k, and that nothing really bad has happen to you.
Hugs & Blessings,
Love,Stacy

Lily Strange said...

Wanda,
I'm sorry I didn't see this till now. I went through a similar thing after I was sexually assaulted, with the panic attacks. I'm sorry that a nice person like you has to have such a hard time.