Thursday, August 16, 2007

Honest


Right now I am struggling with my life in general. Too many losses in less than a year. I just found out my physician is leaving and I am going to have to find someone else to see. I'm not over losing my pastor yet! Now someone else that I trust is going to be unavailable to me. I'm also going to lose my house. Being on disability is not enough to make the payment. I keep trying to put on a happy face, but I'm not doing too good of job at it. I feel so abandoned. My faith is weak right now. I'm trying to be strong but I'm not quite making it. Maybe it just the time of year for things to be going wrong. I do know I am not alone, but it still feels that way.

6 comments:

Jade said...

I'm very sorry to hear that you're struggling right now. But I am happy to see that you're letting us know where you're at emotionally. Thats quite a healthy thing to do. I know that you have a deep faith, so remember this wanda, God loves you, and never allows more than you can handle. This may be a tough year, but realize that it will not always be this tough. It takes downs for us to truly appreciate the ups. Your up times are comin.
You are in my thoughts and prayers Wanda (((((((((((((()))))))))))

Dreaming again said...

Soooooooooo

does this mean you checked the insurance out?

You need to be at church tomorrow. I will be there ... we can see each other face to face.

You're missed ...and not just by me. People are asking me about you.

(who's isolating ..hmmmmm)

your comment about someone else you trust not being availabe to you has my curiosity up, I do hope it doesn't refer to me ... cause ... I'm right where I've always been .... call me girlfriend ...come over ... email me, IM me ... all of the above!

gonna talk in code here.

bobble knows about my bubble.

keepers said...

Dear Wanda

all we can offer is our prayers and thoughts that all will turn out for you. pleas eknow you are thought of and prayed for

[eace and blessings

keepers and john

wolfbaby said...

Im so sorry things are so hard for you and you are losing so many people. Im so very sorry you will be losing your house as well. My thoughts and prayers are with you, many hugs

Cheesemeister said...

It's hard for me to develop trust too. I hope you can find other people that will be good for you. It's difficult to deal with loss. I'm wishing the best for you.

Marj aka Thriver said...

I'm here, Wanda...with safe hugs ((((((((((Wanda))))))))))
I'm so sorry you're going through so much right now.

Thanks for the cute kitty wave in the post below.