I wasn't going to blog until I felt better, but at this point I'm not sure when that is going to be. I see my doctor today and hope he can give me some answer as to when I can expect the medicine to help. This has been the longest time I have gone feeling this depressed in a long time. It's hard to hold on to any hope, but that is what I must do. I am trying to be grateful for what is right in my life, it's just really hard when you are in the black hole of depression.