Friday, December 17, 2010

Lack Of Sunshine

The gray gloomy skies have really been triggering a lot of bad stuff.  Sleep, not a chance. Crying, a lot. Flash backs, I can feel it all again. My beloved Chris gone. Alice too far away to hold. Plus the physical pain. Lupus, flaring up. I just got to make it a few more days then I'll maybe get that break. Holding on for dear life right now.

6 comments:

Mike Golch said...

Hang in there kiddo.Big Hug.

NOS said...

Keep holding on, Wanda. You've come so far. I can't imagine how difficult things must be for you now, but I do know that you are strong and you can make it through. And I'll be here for support. Always.

Wishing you well,
NOS

Tracy said...

Please continue to hang on dear...I can't imagine your physical or emotional pain but I do know that the Lord is not done with you yet becuase you are still here breathing and living.
Pull deep down into that inner strength and bring it into your soul. You are obviously a strong woman to have endured, so keep beleiving...
my thoughts and prayers are with you!

Faycin A Croud said...

I'm sorry you're going through it. No matter how much it sucked to lose my father, I expected it, and also losing one's parent is in the natural order of things. Your loss of your son is beyond imagining. I truly wish things would get better. I don't know why we have to endure this suffering at all.
I have appreciated your kindness to me. I hardly have anybody. I wish that we lived closer together and could actually talk.

Ethereal Highway said...

Gloomy skies mess me up, too.

{{{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}}}

sarah said...

praying for you Wanda..praying for you to feel His strength carrying you when you just can't anymore....☺