Saturday, October 03, 2009

Need for Perfection

I really get down on myself if I feel I can not do something perfect. I don't think I am going to be able to work at different clinics because everything is done differently at each clinic. I must feel in total control and I don't. I am trying to pick up a few hours to supplement my disability. I used to be so good at my job, now doing any type of work is a struggle. How can so much be taken and you still have any confidence. I hate the shaking part. Just venting after a frustrating day.

6 comments:

sarah said...

Be gentle with you. You really deserve it. Praying for you to have an easy weekend. Sarah

Lily Strange said...

I'm a total perfectionist. I end up taking on a lot of things because I can't do any one thing perfectly. Then I can hardly do anything even half-assed so it doesn't work to overload myself. It's a vicious cycle.

Just Be Real said...

Dear one, I am sorry that you are in a rough spot. I too want to control my environment. I totally understand. I pray your shaking become more manageable. Blessings Wanda!

RCUBEs said...

I pray that you will discover your own pace, find the right thing to do, the right place where God wants you to be. May God's healing cover you. Blessings to you.

Andrea said...

Sending prayers for GOD's healing, restoration, peace, love, and comfort. Andrea

Colleen said...

I have the same problem. It is better right now but I go back and forth. It feels safer to be in control. Sometimes just recognizing what we are doing helps. Hugs.