Been Sick

I'm just getting over being sick for the last week. At least I didn't get sick until after I spent time with my friend from out of town. We really had a good time. We were celebrating her birthday. She is so hard to buy a birthday gift for, Did you ever know someone that has everything?!?!

Things seem to be going OK. It's just that after being sick for a week you really get behind on housework and the like. I guess you just tackle things one day at a time.

I have therapy tomorrow and I am not looking forward to the session. We are working on my nightmares from my PTSD. It just rough going over some of the stuff. I am told that is the only way to get better so I guess it's worth the work. Anyone that thinks therapy is easy has never been through it! Not much else going on. See you later.

Angels Among Us

I truley believe there are angels among us. Today we received snow. We were out of basic supplies. We received a call from a friend asking if there was anything she could get us. We said no because we thought we could do it by ourselves. We went and picked up about 5 bags of groceries. We had help loading the car and thought we could get it in the house by ourselves. Our driveway is very steep and was snow covered. As we were struggling to put the groceries in a wheelchair to get up the ramp to the house we were slipping and sliding all over the place. Both Alice and myself have very limited mobility. A kind person drove by and saw we were struggling and they brought the groceries in the house for us. When they had finished that the cleared our ramp from snow. God does send His angles to help those in need.

Out And A Bought

I was up most of the night with Alice so I didn't go to church this morning. Alice was in a lot of pain and  could not sleep. She better today after sleeping in. I just hate it she has so much pain.

My therapist told me of a program I am going to apply for. It is set up for people with some type of disabilities and it sounds like it would be great. They have special exercise equipment, water aerobic, as well as crafts. It very inexpensive and would give me a chance to get out of the house. I am really excited  about the program.

My friend from out of town is coming in this weekend and we are planning to get together. It's her birthday and we always have a good time together. I just think getting out and a bought will do me good.

This And That

Spent a few hours in ER early this morning with Alice. Seems she was having severe back spasms. I'm am really tired but am glad she is okay.

Yesterday was a very busy day. We had so much to do. I saw my psychiatrist who explained that I am a brittle bi polar. This helps explain my struggles for the past few weeks. He  explained that the chemicals in my brain causes the symptoms and assured me it was nothing to be ashamed about. I feel so weak at times and feel I should be stronger.  I just expect so much of myself.

I took my car in for a much needed oil change and the found some problems going on with the car.. Seems like that car is just causing a lot of problems recently. I guess that can be expected of an older car.

I found out yesterday my brother's house burned to the ground. They lost  their dogs and cats in the fire. They were very lucky to get out. It was a total lost but they where insured. Their car also blew up.  I am just so thankful they are okay. It just make you realize how much we have to be thankful for.

We went to church Sunday and it was good to be there. The pastor was out of town moving his mother to Tulsa. I guess that means they are here to stay a while.

It's Valentines day and we are planing a quiet day, I am not sure what's for dinner yet but I'm sure it will be simple.

OK

Just a short note to let everyone know I'm OK. I have been going through a real hard time but I will over come. I hope to check in on everyone soon. Love you guys.