Saturday, August 27, 2011

18 Months Ago

I woke up today crying and missing Chris. I realized it has been 18 months ago to this day that I lost Chris,
I picture him today in heaven as he was before he had agoraphobia. Happy and working on God's computer system. I know I might think  differently than a lot of people, but I think Heaven will be like the happiest time of your life. Maybe I am crazy, but it is how I feel, Chris with a laptop having a blast.

Today my job is to experience life and enjoy Alice.  Someday we will all be together again. I just know this i my heart.

15 comments:

Just me said...

RIP Chris x x

RV Girl Alice said...

i think that's how my brother is too mom.

Bobbi said...

I love this post! Heaven will be wonderful for sure!!

Pastor Sharon said...

Waking up to missing your beloved son. . . I don't pretend to know how that would feel. In my mind, I feel a vacuum in my heart just thinking of missing my son.

So, right now, I want to send hugs and let you know, from one Mom to another, I am so sorry your heart has had to experience this kind of break.

Chatty Crone said...

I am sorry for your loss. That must be hard. I've lost my brother - it's tough. Hugs.

Diana Evans said...

oh this made me so sad....and so happy with your words about Heaven being the time of our lives....my heart goes out to you and you are so strong and positive....that is very important!!!

WrightStuff said...

It must be unbelievably painful for you. I read your story a while back and felt such pain for you too. They say art heals so I hope that sketching this gave you some small amount of peace.

Kiki aka Victoria said...

How beautiful and touching! HUgs!!Gorgeous and powerful.. inspiring work! and I love what you wrote...and yes I agree..he is definately having a beautiful time full of peace and light and..fun!Such a beautiful soul!
Shine on!
Victoria

Joni Nickrent said...

So sorry for your loss! I'm happy to see that you can create a joyous piece from your sorrow and agree that heaven is a happy and safe place! POP ART MINIS

Catherine... said...

What a lovely post Wanda... hugs to you :)

Just Be Real said...

((((Wanda))))

ArtMuseDog and Carol said...

Great sketch ~ I am sure he is lovin it! Seeing you enjoy life on this planet ~ thanks for sharing ~ namaste, Carol (Share the Creative Journey) Happy SS ^_^

Lenora said...

I always feel a healing power in art not the product but the process, I hope you find some of that too - a beautiful sketch a beautiful thought.. sending you peace.

L

Sinderella Studio Designs said...

I hope that the sketch did connect you to his spirit. So sorry for your loss.
dana

Melisa said...

I think you are right. There will be no agoraphobia in heaven. No pain or suffering there so naturally it will be more joyful than anything we could experience here. Chris is happy, like your sketch of him. You have the hard part because you have to wait, but you'll see him again.