Thursday, February 05, 2009

Sadness

The sadness is so great you could almost touch it. I'm in so much pain. I can not stop crying. I feel like my heart is going to break in pieces or pull apart. I'm shaking so badly I can hardly type. This sadness makes me double up in pain. I know this will go away. I know it won't last forever. My doctor is talking about putting me in the hospital again,but I don't have any money. I just got to hold on. It will get better.

9 comments:

Ethereal Highway said...

What happened to the therapist working on PTSD treatment? Can you call about that? Hang on as best you can. I hope things will soon improve.

Have you ever really been allowed to express all of your emotions about the abuse? Sometimes it helps to be able to do that.

Wanda's Wings said...

Part of the problem is the PTSD which we are working on in treatment. Some is being bi-polar and related to my meds. I hate it, but am still trying.

Mike Golch said...

Hang in there kiddo.Bug Hugs and a sholder when you need it mosy.

Wanda's Wings said...

Thanks Mike, you have been a blessing.

'Tart said...

Dear Wanda,
I'm so sorry you are sad. I pray for better days for you.
Sincerely,
Tart

Ethereal Highway said...

You keep on trying, honey. That's what we do, right? We try. It helps some to resolve to just keep trying. Just don't give up on yourself. You're a good person. You know what else? I think it's normal to be sad sometimes. Not fun, but normal.

Lily Strange said...

I'm very sorry you're feeling so despondent. I know it isn't much, but I send my best wishes to you.

Mary said...

Hang in there, you'll make it. huggs...Mary

Marj aka Thriver said...

Well, dang it! I thought I left a comment on this post. I've been thinking about you. I'm glad I checked back. ((((((huggies))))))