On top of that last night I was having flash backs and remember things that have been locked away in little compartments of my mind.
I am trying to give of myself to others and am being pulled in too many directions. I feel I must give 110% all the time. I feel like I'm on this roller coaster with no end in sight!!!
I can't wait to see my therapist tomorrow because I feel like everything is spinning out of control. She says I need intensive therapy. What ever that means.
I wished I had weighed before I ate that stupid egg this morning. Maybe I can tolerate the pain and exercise everything off. I wish I could at least like myself.
I will try to put together a care package for Alice this week. I know she is having a rough time. Maybe that will make her feel a little better.
I know this post is jumping all over the place with no sense of logic so I'll stop for now. Thank you all for you concerns, good vibes , and prayers.