Wednesday, July 28, 2010

6 Months


Six months ago Chris died early morning in ICU. I spent most of the day today at the SPCA so I would not dwell on his death. I'm still having a very difficult time and crying a lot. I miss him so much. The pain is as real today as it was 6 months ago. Everyone keeps telling things will get better in time, but I'll never completely get over the loss. He was a wonderful young man. It just seems so unfair that he was taken before he could experience so many things in his life. Nobody ever said life was fair. I just want to tell Chris how much I love you. You will always hold a very special place in my heart.

12 comments:

Mike Golch said...

I sorry that you are struggling today.Hugs,my friend.

Catherine said...

Thinking of you today Wanda.

Love, c

Just Be Real said...

Dear one you have such wonderful cherished memories of your beloved. Cling to them tightly dear one. You are precious Wanda. Blessings.

ghostseeker said...

Its so very unfair to have experienced this loss. You can't be faulted for your pain. Sending you love.

Karen said...

So sorry for your pain...

Dr. Deb said...

grief knows no time.

thinking of you, my friend.

NOS said...

I can only imagine how hard today must have been for you. I'm glad you were proactive and spent the day at the SPCA to keep your mind focused on other things. But I also think it's appropriate to cry and to feel grief. And I know that Chris knows that you love him-- it's so clear that you are a fantastic mom.

Wanda, I'm here with you during these hard times. Please know that I care about you.

Wishing you well,
NOS

God Whispers said...

Came by to give you another (((((Wanda)))) and sit with you for awhile.....

sarah said...

losing a child must be the hardest thing. Praying for you today..

Ethereal Highway said...

{{{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}}}

{{{{{{{{Chris}}}}}}}}

Denise said...

You must grief in your time, and way.

63mago (ID not working right, sorry) said...

Yes, Wanda.