Thursday, May 06, 2010

Doing Better

I'm doing a little better today. I'm sill pretty consumed with grief, but I think it takes a long time to morn the loss of your child. I am able to catch up on some things that got behind. Some days just being is this house does a trip on my mind. Sunday is Mother's Day. I don't know how I'll do. I will talk to my daughter . If people are disappointed in me they will just have to get over it because I am doing the best I can.

11 comments:

IK said...

Wanda, you will take what time you need to for your mourning. However much that is cannot be wrong. I don't see why anyone should be disappointed in you. You haven't given up, though life is so difficult for you now. I'm so proud and in awe of your strength! Take care! *hugs* <3

Prayer Girl said...

Anyone expecting more from you needs a dose of reality, of compassion. Don't worry. I don't think anyone will be disappointed in you.

God bless you on Mother's Day. Though Chris is gone from here, the love you gave him and received from him remains in spirit and lightens the world we live in.

PG

mago said...

take care.

Catherine said...

I'm glad you are feeling a little better Wanda. Remember that grief is a long, if not lifelong process, I don't say that to bring you down, but to remind you that what you are feeling is totally ok.

Lots of love, Catherine

Just Be Real said...

Wanda, I am sorry I have not been around this week. Just now trying to catch up on my blogs. Does not mean I do not think about you! Dear one, you are such an inspiration despite your pain. Thank you for being the real you. Blessings as always dear.

Mike Golch said...

Wanda,we are here for you.Hugs my friend.Losing your parents you expect.Dealing with that lose sucks.I cannot even imangine what it is losing a child.It was not in God's plans for us to have kids.

NOS said...

Wanda, you're going through a lot. Take your time and take it easy this Sunday. You deserve a break.

Wishing you well,
NOS

sarah said...

in your corner....

Just Be Real said...

Hoping you are doing better today even more dear.

Gaia said...

Wanda, it will take a while to mourn. A long while, and after the crying is over, you will still remember him, but with a smile on your face. It will get better. Keeping you in my prayers. Taker care

ghostseeker said...

I would say that if people are disappointed in you, they can go pound sand where the sun don't shine. Nobody has any business telling anyone else how they "should" feel, especially in a situation like this.