Thursday, November 06, 2008

Trying to Stay Out of the Hospital


Hi everyone. Sorry I have been out of touch. They are still having trouble adjusting my medications and I'm having difficulty paying for them. Maybe the new President will have a better plan to pay for expensive drugs for the "middle class" (I use that term lightly-since I really come closer to the poverty level.) But I won't get into that less I offend someone. My moods are still jumping between manic and severe depression, but I'm hanging in there. My doctor was talking about putting me back in the hospital, which I really don't think will help. I truly believe I am being tested to see how much I can take before going totally crazy. Last night there was a storm that blew part of my roof off, I blew out a tire today, and of course I'm broke and 6 days away from payday. I'm really am in a pretty good mood. I have been thinking I want a dog. I think that would be good to have a sweet little puppy, but I need to wait until I'm sure my mood is clear. Well I guess I am rambling so hope to see you all soon.


11 comments:

Mike Golch said...

we can only hope that that happens. we have to be involved in helping him get this done.writting out by countacting out congressional repsentives ans well as our senitors and let them know we need them to stand with the president.

Tracy said...

Dogs are very healing for a person i believe. I know my lily girl helps me cheer up when i am my most depressed. I think it is an awesome idea.

I hope you feel better soon my friend. Sending you lots of good thoughts, and prayers your way.

hugs, and blessings.

Jade said...

Sorry to hear about the roof and the tire. I've blown out a few tires and its never fun. Luckily I know how to change a tire ;)

A puppy might do you a world of good. Animals have a way of adding peace and love to our lives in ways that humans can not.

You are definitely in my thoughts and prayers.

Raine said...

dogs are good- you have to at least take them outside to go and feed them so even at the worst of depression they force you to move......

jumpinginpuddles said...

i hope your new president helps you also

Deb said...

Just stoppoing by to see how you are.

Dreaming again said...

CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL ME EEEE EEEE EEEE

I can't call you have no number


I'm home in the evening. days I'm at schoool.

I'm missing my wanda

don't make me write silly poetry, I almost did.

Call me...calll me
call me

Dreaming again said...

259 0089 ... now see I've put my number on your blog on public forum just to make sure you have it (can I guilt you into calling me?)

love you wanda love!

wolfbaby said...

Hey thinks for stoping by even when I wasn't the best for stopping by myself. I hope things work out better for you financially soon. Dogs are good. as was said they sometimes force you to get up even when you don't want to and give great cuddle time when your at your worst!!! hugs

Hopefulsl said...

Hi Wanda, Just popping in to say hello and hoping that things are getting better for you? Did you ever decide to get a puppy or not? I to agree with my sister that dogs can be a up lift in our lives when we are feeling down! My three little guys know how to cheer me up that's for sure LOL.........Gotta go now.
Hugs & Hugs to you sweet Wanda!
Love,Stacy

Mike Golch said...

Wanda,I have an award for you on my blog,so come on down!