Monday, November 05, 2007

Don't Know

I don't know what is wrong with me, but I am really struggling to keep my head above water. This has been one of the longest depression I have had. I see my doctor next week, but even the simplest task are difficult. I'm sorry I have dropped off the face of the earth, but it is simply all I can do to get up and go. I'm sorry if I have disappointed anyone. I'll try to do better.

10 comments:

A- Truckers- Wife said...

I know that somtimes in our lives we get ourselves in a great big slump and we've been there for so long we don't know what to do to get out of it. Whatever is going on in your life that has put you in this place you're at- I know that there is a great big God ready to help you get out of it. I know that I don't know you- but God does and He knows your needs. I will keep you in my prayers. Don't ever forget that God loves you- just open your heart to Him.He's there to help you through whatever you're going through- if you let him. God Bless!! I'm sure people are not dissapointed in you- I'm sure they are worried and concerened. I know that many people- I as well have been at the place you're at right know. You are not alone. I have learned that if I reach to God in my time of need and trouble He helps me get through it a lot easier than if I were doing it on my own. Have done that too. Trying to get through my pain on my own- it doesn't work. It does work with God and if I allow Him to work through my life. It works better with Him than without Him. :) Feel free to talk anytimes if you need an ear to listen I'm a great listener. :) You don't have to be alone in all this. :)---Linda

keepers said...

You are not disappointing us in any way, we just wish we knew how to help you to feel better. If we can help in any way please call us or Im us or email us. We are thinking of you and keeping you in our prayers

peace and blessings

Keepers

jumpinginpuddles said...

you do what you cna we keep chekcing your blog, dont feel liek you have ot do anything because you are disapointing people ok :)

keepers said...

dropped in to say hi and we are thinking of you. hope things get better soon !! you deserve some rest and good times!!

peace and blessings

keepers

Jade said...

We're still all here for you Wanda, cheering you on.

lauren said...

I saw your comment to carrie and I so just wanted to let you know that I understand.....You sound like such an amazing person and I hope me visiting you was not or does not feel like an invasion, my blog is private but if you are interested in reading please send me an email at schunzelh@wellbound.com.
Take care and know that others are out here for you!
Lauren

Dr. Deb said...

Please don't apologize. We will always be here for you. I am sending you my thoughts with hopes that you will be feeling well again soon. I know how hard it can be when stress and depression take its toll.

Marj aka Thriver said...

I could never be disappointed in you. I am concerned for you, though. I'm sorry you're struggling so. I'll be out of town for a week and I just thought I'd stop by to see if you'd posted. I'll be thinking of you and sending healing vibes...also vibes that you receive some joy--you deserve some!

Carla said...

*hugs*

Cheesemeister said...

I'm sorry you're going through THAT place. It really sucks. I hope you'll feel better. It's difficult when just getting out of bed seems like a chore.