I went to churcch today and cried the entire service. Those of you that have been keeping up with my posts know my head has not been in the best place. After service I went front for prayer. I hurt so bad I sometimes I don't think I'll make it. It's such a dark place in my mind. I have to believe. What else is there? I'm so tired. Each day is a struggle. I don't even know what I feel. I just need hope that it will not always be like this. God don't let go of me.
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Wanda I am so glad you got one-on-one prayer today. Praying that God's loving arms hold tightly to you dear one. ((((Wanda))))
Hello Wanda, good to see you back. It will become better, it takes time. And as I see it, it's impossible to "fall out" of the creation, out of the reach of the divine. It may be felt more or less at times in life, but basically is always there.
You do not give up on yourself, my dear.
{{{{{{{{Wanda}}}}}}}}
Don't give up before the miracle happens, the miracle of restored hope.
PG
Wanda,that is good. My Sis's Pastor has agreed to become a councelor to me as well.Yesterday(sat) he brought communion to me here at home.
May you feel His love, comfort, protection sister. May you be strong in His power!
For years I would not go to church because every time I did I ended up in tears. And Wanda I can promise you it wont always be like this.
I promise God will not let go of you dear. Praying and loving you.
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