I went through a couple of Chris's dresser drawers today and took some stuff to Good Will. It's still very hard for me to go into his room. A little bit at a time is all I can handle. If I could grant just one wish it would be that no parent should ever have to experience the loss of a child. I guess I'm getting a little better, because I don't cry everyday. Today has been a crying day however. I miss him so much. I try to keep busy. I can actually some days remember happy times we had together. I think that is a good sign. Bad sign is some days I just want to die.
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I think it's a good sign too. Even though today is a crying day it sounds like you are getting stronger.
(((Wanda)))
Wishing you well,
NOS
((((Wanda))))
God catches those tears you cry and holds them close to His heart.
I left a prayer for you at the lighthouse sweetie.
GOD will continue to see you through. I praise GOD for the progress you are making and pray HE will continue to pour HIMSELF out to you and through you.
Hugs,
andrea
I am glad that you are giving some of you son's things to those in need.
It is inspiring to see you push through what pain and adversity you have. I admire your strength and courage.
Take care! *hugs* <3
I cannot imagine losing one of my children. When I do, I catch the smallest glimpse of the pain you must be suffering.
I love you and God loves you.
PG
See, it took my father nearly a year until he could go through the cabinets and drawers with my mother's clothes and stuff.
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